I don't have a picture of me yet from the summer, so you'll just have to wait for one on a later post. It's been really fun getting to read what you guys are all doing over the summer. My summer so far has been very different than I expected.
I started my summer by going home to Milwaukee for a few weeks before my job here in CoMo started. It was great to be home. I got to spend time with my family and closest friends, go to a couple of Brewers games, and hang out with my brother and puppy, both of whom are growing up way too quickly. Ami Jester came up from Kansas City and got to meet some of my extended family and friends from high school. I took her around all of my local favorites, and I think she had a good time. I know that I really loved having her there. I also went out to Salt Lake City for a long weekend with my dad to help coach some rugby with the team that I played for in high school. It was the high school national championship, and the girls took third. I was definitely very proud of them! While I was out there, I also got to enjoy some time in the mountains, and I really just got to marvel at the beauty of God's creation. There were literally beautiful mountains everywhere you turned. I did some hiking by myself, much to my father's worries. But it was beautiful. I think it really lit a desire in me to go to LT next summer because I felt like I could really connect with God in the mountains.
After those adventures, I headed back here to CoMo. I got to spend some quality time with the people who were leaving for Honduras before they left, which was fun. I started work right away when I got here. I'm a desk attendant for the summer camps that come through here, so it is not hard labor by any means but I've been working over 50 hours a week in shifts that are at least 8 hours, so I have to find ways to keep myself occupied. I've been going through the letters of Paul, which have been keeping my eyes focused. I've also been reading a lot. I just finished The Book Thief, which is my all-time favorite novel. If you haven't read it yet, do so. I also started Blue Like Jazz, which I have never read before but have heard it's good. I also watch a lot of movies. So far I've made it through Forever Strong, Invictus, Sunshine Cleaners, Mr. and Mrs. Smith, Finding Nemo, just to name a few. It's been tiring for sure.
I really just feel like God is just challenging me so far this summer to let go of the things that I think I control. Last semester I switched my major from journalism to nursing. In doing so, I gave up a promised spot in the journalism school because I was a Walter Williams scholar. The nursing school here is really competitive, so there is no getting guarantee that I will get into it. After getting my grades back this semester, I realized the amount of work I will have to put in academically if I want to have any shot at all of getting into the nursing school When I realized that, I started to get really anxious. I questioned God why He would call me to change my major from something that was certain to something that was so uncertain and kind of scary to be honest. So far, this summer I feel God just asking me to give it up to Him and to trust Him with His plan, and it has been something that I have been trying to fight back and hold onto and worry about. So, that has been challenging, but I am definitely growing in that and beginning to let go. A friend of mine recommended and bought the book Calm My Anxious Heart for me, and through that, I am learning how not to pick and choose which parts of my life I'm going to let God control and let Him control all of it.
There ya go.
Erica








